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3 things you are proud of about your personality Coming up with only 3, doesn't even feel like a challenge to me. 1 - Blatant self-confidence This is the #1 trait nessacary to have the ability to stand before ANYONE, and NEVER being offended. Oh, did I forget to mention that the truly confident ones, LIKE MYSELF, can actually perform this feat TOTALLY, "OPEN & FREE"? 2 - Passion This one is required for success. Being a POWERFUL or COMPELLING emotion, this is driving me to advocate, BOTH nudism & BISEXUALITY, to be certain they do not erase it! Life is 10 percent what you experience and 90 percent how you respond to it. 3 - Intesity This is one that allows us (with BPD), to experience life to the fullest because every moment in our lives we experience our encounters at extreme INTENSITY, with the highest highs and lowest lows. I have many more attributes to proudly share, but per above, I am limited to only 3. Love U BOTH, Christopher

Name a person you like and why you like them MY, at 1 time anyway, "husband" or at least MY BF.... ....Robert, AKA, RLP, mezmerized me as soon as he entered the hotel room, that we 1st met in, ever! Once I laid my eyes on his gourgeous self, which is way beyond words, he impressed me beyond my expectations, by assisting me. It only took him knowing me for just 2 whole days! Take a very close look at all these: Rob... makes me complete, whole-- I feel special with him. He gives me purpose for being.....here and......alive genuinely cares about me, within 2 days of meeting he was already grooming me and helping me with my appearance and also took me shopping. cares not only for me but for my daughter, Mimi too. He actually took the time to go shopping for a harness for her so that she wouldn't choke from her collar. He is so good to her and loving not to mention patient. actually cuddles me and holds me close to him. Allows me to lay on his chest too, my favorite! wants to make love to me instead of just "fucking" me. There IS a difference! He wants the 1st time to be special and to use the proper protection to be safe. wants me to take care of myself, and eat right. Took the time to take notes to show to the doctor. loves me for who I am, which is all I want someone to do my whole life now. Finally found him!! has the perfect body--manly muscles; chest, arms and shoulders. He is also perfect down below. took the time to fly out to see me and spend time with me, from 300 miles away. went out with me to meet others and show me the proper way to talk to people, even though I should know how by now. takes the time to explain to me what I am doing improperly and how to correct my dealings with others. is polite and passionate with me. He's not into the sex, he is into being with me & my soul--not just my body. does not mind me being bi and nude in my life all the time. Even though after meeting him there is no need to be bi anymore. I will just be content with one side from now on. is so sweet loving and caring to me 100% of the time. Now, he is just an eternal memory, since I somehow made him break up with me!! My unthoughtful actions managed to hurt him, and he decided I was NOT the right one for him!! Mark MY words very closely, I will NEVER EVER in this existence, find another EXTRAORDINARY, ASTONISHING, ASTOUNDING & PRODIGIOUS, MAN even close to him having ALL the qualities he had.

A date that you would love to go on Oh, this one is beyond easy! Someplace that WE not only can be OPEN & FREE but also OPEN & HONEST TOGETHER!!!!! What better place could we both do BOTH? A NUDE beach!!!! BUT, since these do NOT exist, I would be content with A CLOTHING OPTIONAL one. So very simple, aside from there are way too FEW of them!! In light of this, I am FORCED to travel great far distances to even partake one!

What are your views on drugs and alcohol? I am so overjoyed that you asked. Well, I will relay my personal & honest thoughts about how some ARE legal, yet others are NOT. After all, why is this the case? While there are many theories, I will concentrate on only a few. I will also pose a few questions and allow you to ponder them. At the present, alcohol is, mostly, legal to only certain individuals. Why it's only legal for some, but not others, is still a mystery to me. OH, you are asking me to clarify. That is no problem at all! I will only be too happy to explain. Read very carefully. I will write slowly, so you can take the info I give you at your own pace. ALCOHOL Legal for adults, but ONLY certain adults. Which ones? ONLY those that are 21, NOT on probation or any other special legal actions against them. My 1st question for you is: When are you considered an adult, and when do you stop being a minor? NO!! YOU are NOT!!! EXCEPT per the below circumstances that government ALWAYS controls Do you surmise that YOU have the CORRECT answer? I will ABSOLUTELY GUARANTEE that you DONT! WHY??? Because there is NO CORRECT answer!!!! I have covered this in another post, but I will briefly restate it here. 16- adult if you committed a heinous crime BUT NOT an adult if you want to unwind at a bar, while wasting your $$$ into slot machines or gaming tables OR if you want to have sex with a 25 year old. RIGHT??? 17 - again an adult if you want to go enlist and fight for your country AND DIE! BUT AGAIN you are still a child for that sip of beer!! Did you catch that? ADULT - You are allowed to enter a war zone & perish in cold blood, & NEVER see your family & friends again!! BUT, NOT an adult to even sip OR taste ANY alcohol!! RIGHT AGAIN??? 18 - NOW you are an adult?? ONLY for viewing porn, if you are in a venue that does NOT serve alcohol and also for signing legal documents, which entails having the maturity to enter into legally binding contracts, which could actually commit you for multiple years, so I assume that you have the capacity AND maturity to make very pertinent decisions. BUT I will reiterate, AGAIN, you still can't have beer!!......INCLUDING NON-ALCOHOLIC BEER!!! (if that makes any sense to you or ANYONE!!!) OR have the capacity to have 1 lousy drink!! DAMN!! Next question: How is it that you can sign legal documents and commit yourself for decades YET you can't have a drink that will be gone forever in a matter of hours (OR LESS)? Now, if you can actually answer this one, you deserve the grand prize!! 21 - It's fairly certain you are an adult. I have eternally pondered where these magical ages come from. As I know some 18 yo (teens) that are MUCH MORE responsible with drinking than 30 year old patrons are!! Why was it ok to drink before at only 18, but later bureaucracies said YOU MUST be 21? DRUGS Define: Any controlled substance that alters your capacity in making decisions or impairs your judgment. We can actually use these for beneficial needs, however, the abusers make it impossible for us legitimate decent ones to allow the proper use of these. Age or other factors controls ALL drugs. In short, there are 3 types. OTC - Over the Counter Prescription Street - Illegal These all, are CONTROLLED substances. OTC drugs are lightly controlled, these most everyone can buy. Epinephrine is the only OTC drug that is controlled to my knowledge. It is used to make illegal amphetamines so it's controlled by how much you can buy. They require you to show ID, and prohibited from getting too much. So, even though it's OTC, they still monitor & control it. Prescription are obviously controlled as you need a script from a Dr. to use it. Some of these are MORE controlled, than others. HYDROCODONE is one of these. MUST get it the same day as prescribed. Dr. cant call it in, the consumer must get it personally NO refills EVER! Street - the ones that will land you in a place, other than your own. These are very dangerous and full of unwanted pain and side effects. Depending on which you use, you will "see" items that are NOT really there, or you will be brave enough to perform actions that you normally would NOT do, bringing out your inhibitions. MY personal views are that you are ONLY hurting yourself by using these. Why is nicotine LEGAL, being the MOST addictive drug known, but others like crack, speed and many more, are NOT legal? Keep in mind, that alcohol is also legal. Predicting your response, "they are bad /unhealthy for you." ANY drug can be, or is, unhealthy Is drinking healthy for you? "They put you in an altered state of mind or being." Have you ever heard of drunk driving? Is drunkenness another state of consciousness or altered state of mind? "You will do crazy, unspeakable things." Is an automobile accident considered unspeakable when you take the life of some innocent bystander who you don't even know? Final question Why can't everyone buy NON-alcoholic beer? After all, if it is TRULY NON-alcoholic, then why MUST YOU STILL be 21? Some very important serious things to consider! Closing arguments & statements Now that you know my thoughts on drugs, I will also declare firmly and sternly, If you are an adult for ANY purpose, then logically and fairly you should be an ADULT for ANY AND ALL purposes. It is CRUEL & IMMORAL that younger people are susceptible exclusively to adult punishments, BUT they are NOT allowed to receive ANY adult privileges at all! It appears that the totally discriminatory immoral and UNETHICAL and UNJUSTIFIABLE government & other entities want their cake as well as eating it too! Knotts Berry Farm forces a 13 yo teen to pay the adult price along with theaters, and other admissions to certain attractions. However, they make it clear that you MUST be 21 to partake of certain beverages. Here's MY MAIN POINT! Why do these TEENagers get to pay FULL adult price, when they are forbidden adult rights? Christopher

Describe your last kiss. Easier said than done!! I really doubt I can remember that far back. My recent SO, or two, didn't really impress me all that much. In looking back much further, the one I was with was 11 years ago! So, I can barely recall the way she kissed. I can evoke that she had me suck her tongue as I felt her tongue inside my lips. AND that is ALL I will convey to you.

5 things that irritate you about the opposite sex / same sex? They receive a lot free! They claim to be equal, but when its time for proof, they back out, such as going to war!! They are always the ONLY ones that the entire world seeks & wants. They have, at their disposal, femininists, but we don't have masculinists for OUR rights. Very quick to cry, SEXUAL HARASSMENT while men aren't taken seriously! BONUS!! There is ALWAYS a double standard for them!!

So, you are ashamed of loving MORE people, than FEWER people? Here's MY take on loving BOTH!! If you love BOTH, why exactly would you be ashamed of loving MORE people than what MONOSEXUALS do? Loving MORE people, instead of LESS, is MUCH MORE admirable OR should be more socially acceptable than what others love, which is ONLY 1. Example: NORMALLY, we are ALL brought up to accept everyone! In reality, our parents encourage all of us to accept ALL races, colors AND creeds as equals. So, in this case, being hateful of ANYONE is frowned upon. Just wrong!! Am I right? So, if you are NOT prejudiced against ANYONE, this is socially acceptable. Now, turn your sights on our sexuality. If you ONLY love 1 gender, look at this as being "prejudice" to the other gender. But with our sexuality, people look at it in reverse somehow, as I see it. Loving less is more acceptable?? Is this correct? OR am I missing something? I hope I brought my point up accurately, and you understand it. Being prejudiced against race, creed, and color is NOT acceptable! But, being "prejudiced" against gender/sex is ok?? So, if you are ONLY attracted to 1 sex, NOT both, this is just fine?? This is right where I'm stumped! I would think that if you love MORE people NOT less, that would be perfectly fine! But loving more (or both) is shameful??? That's why, in the beginning, I stated, I JUST DON'T GET IT!! Love you both, Christopher

What kind of person attracts you? A HOT YOUNG (legal) SWEET and deliciously SMOOTH one!!! I will just go WILD for this specific type! So, I have answered your question, now on with your next one!!

#3rd day weird things I do alone Oh, wouldn't, you just LOVE to know!! But, as this is a challenge, and I always take any I can get, I will, just this once, divulge these to you. I am not totally sure this qualifies as weird, but not too many people practice this. THIS is what I refer to as "OPEN & FREE" which simply means, NUDE!! However, what I perform while in this state could very well be WEIRD!!! Without ever divulging specific locations, occasionally I have taken some very serious risks. I believe that these "risks" are a turn on for me. So, hoping that the internet will mask my identity, I will say, "I may OR may not have been nude while in some neighborhoods, exclusively in the DARK!!" Also, while in the buff, at home only, "I may or may not, play with rope or other bondage equipment." I don't have any other person who will EVER join me in this activity. So, I must accomplish this eternally alone. So, being nude while partaking a little "self bondage" at the same time is pretty much it! Because I have many more blogs to create!!

Today's challenge for the 2nd day of the year, What is something that never fails to make you feel better? This will be very simple for me: Having that special one in my life, all the time, so I can get proper and sound advice from, this person while also have undying love and affection for me, and NEVER having ulterior motives, OR keeping secrets from me, while also putting me first most of the time. This is EXACTLY why I NEVER feel better!!

Well, by all the celebration that is happening outside on the local streets, I am safe in claiming that '21 is officially here upon us. YOU are extremely elated, while you are with family and friends. I hope you had a great time, either being out somewhere, or if you stayed home tonight. I wanted to make sure you have a wonderful NEW Year, today. It's '21 because I hear all the fireworks and everyone having a fabulous time while they all celebrate bringing in a brand NEW year. Now, take some logical reasoning in this context. I am inspiring YOU to realize that YOU & everyone should more than beyond elated that NONE of YOU have MY dismal life. Today I was mostly in my place, as 2 different people said they would be here. Since YOU should be well aware of MY particular omen and eternal terrible luck in life, you may have already determined the lonely life I lead. While you were out (or in) with all your friends & family, I posted more blogs. The ONLY friend I have locally was here earlier, around 4pm. He was, in fact, 1 person who said they would be here with me to celebrate. The ONLY other one who said they would be here, was Joe. I only met him once a few nights ago. MY Entire family is always forever long distance from me. So, as you can see, there is NO fam for me! I had to go out to subway to buy some decent food. That was the only time I was out today. As much as I try every fucking day IN & OUT, I just can't get anyone to socialize with me. The times I hook up with a new person, after we chat a bit, leaves to come back home, they waste absolutely NO time at all in blocking me. Thus, even if I wanted to see them again, the blocking prohibits me from talking to them. One of them blocked me instantly, then finding out the mouse was so chicken in his mentality, refused to relay his reasons to me personally while I was over there. Then today while I was chatting online with a new one, after I sent my pics, he too, then blocked me from any further contact. My pics must be the ugliest ever seen. Now, I will tend to my lil Mimi and go to my room shortly and see if I can actually sleep soundly. Just to finalize this post, I must express my total amazement and surprise, while also very dismal for me. Ive been here for well over 35 years, since being a teen, and transferring from a high school, down to a JR high school. What I am so perplexed about is how I have been here so damn long, yet I have NO friends to speak of. Very sad life for me. We can't forget your inspiration today, so move your eyes below and see......

“Be yourself,” - to me, is as meaningful as “and they lived happily ever after”. Everywhere we turn there’s people telling you to be yourself, but is anyone really brave enough to be their true authentic self to the big wide world? I don’t think so. It’s just NOT that simple. Because, while people tell you to be yourself, there’s also the expectation that being yourself will involve being kind, conscientious, hardworking, polite, successful, happy, impressive, loving, giving, never need mental health day... perfect, perfect PERFECT all the goddamn time! But the truth is, humans can be pretty dark and adventurous creatures. They blessed humans with imaginations, and imaginations have a habit of running wild. Some of us are darker and more adventurous than others and some of us are more brave than others and a little more open about our dark, adventurous side. If you’re reading this, you’re probably one of braver ones. If you’re reading this from a blank profile, or incredibly ambiguous profile, you’re probably still hiding in the shadows, finding yourself, and that’s actually ok too. I think it’s ok to not want to share “yourself” with everyone you meet, that in itself is very human, and it serves an important purpose, because I don’t think we could function as a society if we were our dis-inhibited authentic selves all the time. I think we damage ourselves unintentionally though, when we deny ourselves who we really are in order to maintain an image, or to keep others happy. ALL THE TIME! I think many humans have a nasty habit of pretending to be something other than “yourself” in their most intimate relationships. So eager to please another, so in need of acceptance and the desire to be desired. We made life hard for ourselves when we decided that being yourself meant you were you, but you were still perfect. So we often pretend to be something we’re not for the people closest to us, so we don’t disappoint them. But, You’re not perfect. I’d never expect you to be. I’m not going to tell you to be yourself, but do get to know yourself. Then when you know yourself, find yourself some likeminded company. Don’t exhaust yourself by being insincere with yourself in order to please others. This is exactly what I did my entire life & I was NEVER content or happy